抽刀断水水更流 举杯消愁愁更愁

Feeling sad out of the blue. Think it is all the work piling up and datelines approaching. got email from laoshi recently. Realise that I have to tell MY that I cant attend her wedding dinner.

Sianz. signz.

MY is getting married on 20 Dec, wont be there. Shawn getting married on 11 Jan, wont be there. Sis getting married in May, wont be there. DH ROM in Jul, wont be there.

Signz. sianz

YM came atheneum w shawn. JJ at home with YJ. JLJ went out with JJ. SH went out w his 二奶. SW bf came over n carry her notebook for her. HM n HS are always at atheneum,小声讲，大声笑。

sianz, sianz. Signz

寻寻觅觅，冷冷清清，凄凄惨惨戚戚。乍暖还寒时候，最难将息。三杯两盏淡酒，怎敌他、晚来风急？雁过也，正伤心，却是旧时相识。

满地黄花堆积。憔悴损，如今有谁堪摘？守著窗儿，独自怎生得黑？梧桐更兼细雨，到黄昏、点点滴滴。这次第，怎一个、愁字了得！