海上升明月 天涯共此时

worst mid-autumn festival as far as i can remember.

first, my cousin flew to US yesterday morning at 4 am, will be gone for 1 mth. Asked her to fly after the festival but she say cant, cos she has to start work on the coming mon. Then my grandparents n parents received a invitation to attend a dinner at the association. Some form of religious assoication. the date is fixed by the god, seem like the god want to see everybody on mid-autumn day. As a results, my aunites n cousins are all not coming over to my house for mooncake this year. My bro decide to back to ntu this afternoon, meaning i have to spend the night all alone.

Coupled with the roller coaster ride in feelings n mood this week, this week is not my week.

Decide to work myself hard to forget everything. But the NUS server has to choose this weekend to shut down for maintance, w/o any email notice or whatever. I saw some form of notice from IVLE. I left my files at the PC at atheneum n cant remote log in from house. Even doing work has become a near impossibility.

The only thing left is to go to my grandmother (mum side) house for dinner n mooncake. At least there will be some festival mood there. Tmrw has no class, but i will go back sch to study. Studying is better than thinking too much.

人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺，此事古难全。 但愿人长久，千里共婵娟。