寂寞，有时是很美的。

寂寞, is a very funny feeling. u wont feel it unless someone raise it. When I was in Japan, I was living ok, working, travelling, shopping and sort of enjoying myself. But, whenever I went to my supvr house for dinner, his wife will ask me if I miss home in Singapore. I would answer her no, but during the train ride back to dorm, I will think about my family and miss them for a while.

Hence, I dont like pple to keep bringing up stuff and ask how I feel. something are better left alone. I wont say that i dont miss my family, but dont underestimate me, that can be overcome.

Or else how am i going to spend another 7 mths away from Singapore at MIT??

寂寞, my entire life is almost filled with 寂寞. I lived with it in the past, living with it in the present, of cse I will live with it in the future. I read this article from zaobao recently, it ended with the words “做学问就要耐得住寂寞。研究的过程会是寂寞的。寂寞，有时是很美的。”

look like 寂寞 will be accompanying me for a very very long time. Who know, we may become best friends.